My biological mother ended up leaving me in a parking lot when I was four, but let's reel it back so I can tell you the full story. Basically when I was in her form, my mom suffered with depression, she was not happy with her life. She also really wanted me to be a boy. She is two boys now and she's really connected with them, but she was really upset that I was a girl. So when I was four, she decided that she wanted to leave. So one day she decided to buy plain tickets to her family in India and she dropped me in the parking lot of my dad's restaurant. She didn't even walk me in. She just dropped me in the parking lot and said go in, tell your dad I'm going to India and then she left. My dad's cook saw me standing outside and he decided to bring me in and my dad just assumed that she missed a walk to me in and he's and I was trying to tell him I'm like, dad, mommy said that she's going to India, she's going to India and he's like pleading to marry me because I'm four and I don't know what I'm talking about. And so after work, he decided to take me home and when we got home, that's when my dad saw. Her clothes were gone, bags were packed, like things were all gone. There was emergency cash she had, that was gone, her passport was gone. So she knew that she had left. And at that time, he was filled with anger. I remember he took one of those landlines, ripped it out of the wall and smacked it against the wall next to us. And at that point, he decided that he had to go back to his ex-wife because we're Indian and he is worried about how people would see him as a single dad with a child. So he took me to my grandmother's and said, can you take her? And my grandmother took me in. And then my dad went back to my, back to his ex-wife's wife who he had a child with and he stayed with her. And basically, once my grandma was, once I was with my grandma, I was seeing my mom here and there. She ended up coming back to Canada. And it was nice. It was actually the time that we bonded the most because she would try to make a day of fun for us. So she would take me to like the park or to like an amusement park, things like that. And I actually feel like I was bonding with her. So when I was seven, my grandma ended up dying. She got hit by a car. And after that, I had to go live with my stepmom who did not like me. She hated my mom and she did not want me there. And so basically, I ended up messaging my mom on Facebook. And because I wanted to make sure she was okay, I really missed her. And my stepmom saw that. And that was the day when she got extremely angry at me, hated me and ignored me for the rest of my life. She wanted the worst for me. And that's when it started. After that, me and my mom were just connected and talked like every year or so through the phone.